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I Gave My Life Over To God! And In Return, He Activated My Kundalini Awakening and Activated My Third Eye Chakra Activation!!
Chapter 1
The Day I Learned to Listen for God
The first time I knew something in me had changed, I was standing in my kitchen with my hand on a cracked enamel kettle, feeling the heat come up through the handle and into my palm like a message. Not a loud message. Not a thunderclap. More like a knowing that settled into my bones and said, Pay attention.
The kettle was old, the kind that sings before it boils. The stove clicked twice, the burner caught, and the little blue flame licked the bottom with a steady hunger. I remember the smell of gas, metal warming, coffee waiting in the glass jar on the counter. Small things. Ordinary things. But that morning, ordinary was gone.
I had already given my life over to God. Not halfway. Not with my fingers still on the edge of the world. I mean all the way. I had come to the end of pretending I could carry every burden by myself, and I laid it down. My pride. My fear. My old pain. My need to be understood by people who never wanted to understand me in the first place. I gave it to the Lord because I had nothing better left to offer, and because deep in my spirit I knew He was the only one who could take my broken pieces and make something holy out of them.
That morning, while the kettle murmured on the stove, I felt a pulse rise from the base of my spine. It was slow at first, then stronger, like a current waking up after years of sleep. It moved through me with purpose. Through my lower back. My ribs. My chest. My throat. It climbed higher, almost fierce with fire, until the top of my head felt open, alive, as if heaven itself had pressed a fingertip there and said, Here I am.
I stood still. I did not call anybody. I did not run outside. I did not try to make it fit into a neat little box, because some things are too sacred for that. I put both hands on the counter and breathed through it. My knees felt weak, but my spirit felt strong. I knew this was not something I had manufactured. This was not imagination playing tricks on me. This was God moving in me, with me, through me.
From that day forward, I began noticing things I had never noticed before. The way a room can feel heavy before a word is spoken. The way a person’s smile can hide a storm. The way animals look straight at you when your own heart is troubled, as if they already know. The way a silence can have weight. The way a place can feel clean or tainted before your mind can explain why.
It scared some people when I started speaking on what I sensed. They called it too much. Too deep. Too different. But I have never been one to shrink because somebody else is uncomfortable. I am God’s vessel, and I say that with tears in my eyes and fire in my chest. I have been tested by life. Beat down by life. Misread by life. And still I stood. Still I prayed. Still I chose love.
There were times I could feel something coming before it arrived. A warning in the air. A shift in the energy of a room. A heaviness in the sky that told me rain was near before the clouds agreed. There were moments when a thought would come to me about a person I had not seen in years, and then that same person would call before the day was out. I did not ask for these things to make me seem special. I asked God for guidance. For discernment. For the ability to help. And He answered in ways that changed my whole life.
But not everybody rejoiced with me. Some feared what they could not explain. Some looked at me like I had become something strange, something distant from them. They did not know that I was becoming more myself, not less. They did not know that when God opens your eyes, some people will think you are blind because you no longer see the world the way they do.
I was washing out the coffee cup when the knock came at the front door. Three hard raps. Then another.
And before I even turned around, before my hand could leave the sink, I knew—clear as a bell—that whatever stood on the other side of that door had come to test everything I had just been given.
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